Monday, December 14, 2009... first snow

What to say – the first snow is falling this winter.  First snow of fulfilled wishes, hopes, dreams… I have to admit I have had this fear, terrible fear that even snow is going to disappoint us… Financial crisis, health crisis, moral crisis, identity crisis, mental crisis,…, …sis, …sis,..sis, …sys, sys-tem error, or something else, something more, or for someone’s benefit? What is enough money? Sometimes it seems that “wealthy” people are more hungry, or unsatisfied than really hungry people, employers than employees, Why and what for,… Slaves of every day’s matrix, of their believes, their ideas, hopes,… Everyone is smart, until the opposite is proven. “Hi there I’m… Entrepreneur, Social Media, PR, Marketing, Inspiration, Blogger, Coach, SEO, Guru, webinar, seminar, cms, sms, inspirational expert of experts, capo di tutti capi of all and every capi of the previously stated…, and, … are you ready, … Yes I can, Yes You can, Yes We Can,… I earn few hundred , thousands, US$ per day,… ARE U READY? I will SHARE MY SECRET to wellness, happily ever after, with YOU!!! Yes I will teach you (don’t have something better, smarter where I can spend my time), I will teach you h0w to make it, how to get it, I WILL HELP YOU…” What a fairytale, dream seller, nice one, but still… Or maybe, just maybe it is truth!
Hold on (stop thinking about new car, computer, house,…), what is your idea , your life, and what will make you, really make you, really happy,… not in that moment but happily ever after.

I will tell you, for free, how to survive here in this swamp!

1.    First forget about crocodiles,
2.    Second, the biggest secret present but hidden for centuries, wellness secret is… sis, sis, sys, SYSTEM ERROR… sis, sis, sys, SYSTEM ERROR… sis, sis, sys, SYSTEM ERROR… sis, sis, sys, SYSTEM ERROR… SYSTEM ERROR… SYSTEM ERROR… SYSTEM ERROR…
3.    SYSTEM ERROR… SYSTEM ERROR… SYSTEM ERROR…
SYSTEM READY…

What to say- the first snow is falling this winter.

At the moment me, blog, world…

Guess what,…??? I’m not paint at the moment…

I’ve been veeerry busy lately, working on this blog, my topalski.com, and preparing few art related blogs/website. My hard disc is full, and before I over pour it I plan to organize its content and move it online. Art related content, tips, advices, tutorials, will be ingredients of my future website dish.

In the meantime I’m trying to survive GLOBAL economic crisis of… GLOBAL pandemia, GLOBAL threats, GLOBAL lack of something positive,…

Most of my free time I have dedicated to my little miracle, miracle of life, creation,… my little baby boy.

This Blog I’ve made as a test of word press possibilities, and here are conclusion… Word Press is great, simple and easy to manage!

Since the constant development of the web and new abilities to create and present yourself on it, I’m working on the new version of my main website (www.topalski.com), it will be at the address www.conteart.com. Visitors will have the ability to rank artworks on it, and there will also be an art store, with order basket, checkout, and some new features.

Main new website at www.conteart.com will be finished soon (I hope) in a few months.

Purpose of this Art Blog is to present my ideas, opinions, my artworks in progress, latest news,… or Modern world from perspective of an artist.

"Would you Dare?" Oil on canvas by Topalski

It gives me freedom, when I paint I’m in my own world and I have a freedom to paint what I like and what I want in that particular moment. That is the main reason why I have a lot of experiments. You can shock in art someone in many ways, and we were witnesses of that through history. I prefer more to produce art that will emerge your feelings, your thoughts, artwork to which you will come again and again and again. That particular and special type of art I call OPVS EVOLVZIONE and they are mine special (or I think so), something specific and personal!

In my case and my painting, sometimes inspiration is some photo, sometimes it’s the artwork of some other artist (because of theme or technique), I have also these special moments when I practically see finished painting that I have never seen before.

Sometimes I dream it and sometimes it’s that moment between dream and reality! After that I made a drawing, but the most difficult thing is to paint that painting as I “saw it” sometimes during the process of painting something new emerges up, something I haven’t expected faces that you see in one moment and faces that you’ve never seen before at this work in the next moment!

Here is my sign, or latest version of it. Here you can see it described with all versions and step by step evolution…

If you take a closer look at my sign, you might think of some sign, of some secret society, that I’m member of,…  With that idea, you could be mislead onto a wrong path, or maybe not…

What represents my sign???

I could say this is the Fourh Version, but let’s take closer look through versions…

V1 The first Sign (1990)

I’ve decided to make my own and personal sign. This first sign has only my initials in Greek= Darko+Topalski

V2 The Second (Deltha System)-(1993)

Now we have something different. First to my previous sign I’ve added another (outside) circle for the protection. Then I’ve implemented some old and ancient symbols in my sign to increase its strength. First Cross (unity of four elements, four main sides of the world), then another opposite triangle to the previous (Solomon’s Stamp), plus we have also here one arrow or triangle for every part of the world!

V3 The Third (1999)

The third version is just a little bit different from the previous. I’ve removed the inner circle and added eye, as the symbol for the visual. That year I’ve started to work more active on my art!

V4 The Fourth (2004)

The fourth and the final one is also the reason that afraid some visitors of the first version of this site (who knows, maybe did also the third to my first site).
OK finally now we have double squares instead triangles (4+4=8), 4 is the number of the emperor, and eight is for the equality (Libra). With more progressive arrows for the sides of the world. It has the idea of me in the art world, and idea (a dream for now) of equality of my work and sale,… but who knows.

Every sign is centered, it means that the center of triangles, circles, crosses and squares are at the same point!